i am what i am!!

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

i m still alive........:P

it seems like ages have passed since i wrote anything ............at all!! except exam papers:(

i just received a comment on my last post which just got meto sit down nd write smthng. Dear anonymous........THANK YOU SO MuCH!! its gud to knw sm1 still stumbles upon my blog:D

my two years in pune ae ending.........i got a job...........soon will get my location. and as everytym i do it its tym to reflect back on these two year in pune.

seems like yday(no really) whn i moved here thn sulked for weeks here. missedhome like hell(still do). i swear to god from past two weeks i ve this really storng urge to eat 'mom ke haath ka mutter paneer':P i am dreamin of it these days.:P:P:P

living in hostel teaches you a lot of things.......patience, independence, caring for people at you........and also i dun give a damn attitude.
and after two year i m not scared to move to any unknown city. its like every new thing now comes with a sense of adventure.

the people here that i m goin to miss. i owe a lot of my smiles here to my friends and batchmates. there is atleast once that each one of them have got me smilin....... :)
after living with a big family for two years goin back to a small one is goin to be different....... then the fear that you might not see some of thm for years. maybe we shud get sm sort of counselling:P

i dunno if it is for gud or worse .......but u get attached to the freedom u have in hostel....or living away fom home. i ve recently strted wishin to live alone smwhr really far away so as to know how well i manage on my own. maybe at point of tym we strt wishing for something more than just financial independence. but at the same tym going back home tempts you to no end.....specially whn i miss delhi and winters so much. if someone once more mentions that climate in pune is gud(whn they are in delhi) only god knows wat i ll end up doin. pune is gud whn u come here for few weeks or mnths..........but same weather year arnd except those freaking mnths whn it rains......i cant tell december apart from may!! i like winter.......hell i love them.considerin i ll go back only in march i ll have to wait for 9 mnths more(after march) for my fav season:(

i start my last trimeste from tommorow mrng:) i knw i dint really got nastalgic in this post.........mayb i can write another post abt my tym here:)

but it sure as hell feels gud to write! past week has been pretty gud today i wrote before that i was drawing maybe i m becoming what i came here as!!

is it cominga full circle for me??